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I'm going to make sure you have the best goddamn wedding ever.

And yes. It's going to be okay.

I'm sorry for upsetting everyone.

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I'm more upset that we might've done something to drive you away. I don't like the thought of you off somewhere alone and hurting.

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It's ok. Really. I'll have some things to talk about when I come home. But I just needed to make sure you were ok since I left.

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I'm only okay if I don't lose any of you.

I hate feeling like I don't know what's going on, Jean-Paul. Felt that way most of my life, and I'm still no better at dealing with it.

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You won't lose us.

Trust me.

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Do you trust us?

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More than you know.

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Then come home, okay?

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I will soon. I need a few more days to process some stuff.

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Can I bring you food? Change of clothes? I'll leave it at the door, we don't have to talk.

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No, mon amour, I'm good. I really will be back soon, I promise.

Hey. Smack Grady's butt for me.

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All right.

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I love you very much, Wes.

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I love you too. And I want to respect this, but I don't know what to do if I can't be useful right now.

If you can't lean on the people you love, then what's the point of them?

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Baby I'm going to be leaning on you real hard soon enough.


Hey. My doppelganger is younger than me. That's so annoying.

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I'm sorry. It doesn't have to be me, you know? Just make it someone, okay? You have a lot of people who love you, Jean-Paul. It would make me feel better just to know you're willing to talk to one of them.

Is he? I only noticed the hair.

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I'll talk to you all, I promise. I've learned a lot about communication.

He is. Less wrinkles, the little shit.

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By spending the week locked away in your apartment?

You don't have wrinkles. If you're talking about the almost invisible lines around your eyes, I wouldn't get rid of them for anything. First sign you're smiling.

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I'll tell you all about it soon.

Wes, that actually made me feel amazing about them.

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It's not Christmas and that doesn't sound like a present, so what's the anticipation for?

I love every part of you. I don't want the wedding or anything else to change that. I don't want to be the last guy to know everything, either.

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Wes, I'm not trying to be cryptic or keep you in the dark. I just prefer to talk to you all at once, ok?

I'm excited for your wedding.

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I don't think you know how scared I was when I couldn't find you. Or how upset, when everyone else seemed to know something I didn't.

You're trying to distract me. It's supposed to be soon. Are you sure you're going to be there?

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If I tell you first, would that be preferable?

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I don't know, Jean-Paul. I've been so busy taking care of Grady and worrying about you that I haven't had time to be upset. I guess now I'm upset.

I'm not trying to make it about me. Take what time you need. Just know there are a lot of people waiting for you to come home.

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Believe me, I know.